Monday, Sept. 27, 2004 - 8:37 p.m.

Today, something happened. I decided to download an Inuyasha episode, the last two if you were wondering, and since my computer, is LOADED with junk I went to clean it. And you know what? Okay, so I was surfing [sorry, lame attempt to cheer myself up.] and then, I came across these files. It was a log of an online conversation I had with a particular person some time ago. I mean, really long ago. And it really upset me. So here's the cue to inserting one of the quotes. 'The past is behind you; do not linger in it.' and 'Some things were not meant to be discovered again.' As I'm typing this, my mind is whirling, and I really, really feel like crying. Because, you know what? Nah, you don't know. The thing I've read, the convo, is like reading about myself from a whole different point of view. I mean, you know how you read something that you wrote or composed, and it's supposed to be YOUR voice that you're hearing when reading it? Well, when I was going over the message log, none of the words I said sounded like me. None, I mean NONE . I sounded like a complete bitch! I was like a whole different person. And well, then I've just realized that I've been a complete bitch before. Buuuuut, I've changed, and I'm not like that now. (Your cue to say, thank GOD.) =) Oh yeah, that happy face. Don't let it fool you. I am in no way happy. I've just looked through my files and I've found out that I talked like a complete idiot; in such a rude, spoiled way...that now if I think about it... it's not funny. I talk so bad, that it's not funny. Well, I don't want to talk about this anymore... I'm too sad... it might lead to depression, which is not a good thing for a highschool girl. Seriously.

SO let's talk about Inuyasha shall we? I can't believe it's over! [Actually, I can, but, everyone says that, so what the heck, I do it too. ;)] Yeah. I'm speechless. I don't know what to say. I mean, I was a big fan, but I didn't obsess over it. I read the translated manga (some), and saw some of the episodes. I didn't buy any DVDs or anything, only Tenka Hadou no Ken, which SUCKED by the way, because I brought the stupid bootleg. (Couldn't wait for it to be subbed on the 'net.) and well, for those of you who haven't watched it, and are planning to, BUY THE ORIGINAL DVD. It's worth it. Well, assuming that you know fluent Japanese; enough to understand the movie withouts subs. XD I can't. And I really don't want to. I'm not implying that I want it to be dubbed, because the original is always the best in most circumstances, but I really don't want to learn Japanese. Oh the horror. I don't even know French! And I've been learning it for, what... four years?

Okay now I feel that I should be skipping to another paragraph now because it's another rant all together.

[SORRY I NEED TO DO HOMEWORK, I'LL CONTINUE THIS LATER.]

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